One

Let me be silent 

As I have no words to say
To make my feelings known
I know no games to play

I have no sight to see
The world as it might be
All I hear in the darkness
Are the voices of insanity

The love and care that I once had
Have no place now anywhere near me
The time I could use to heal
Is far from being a reality

For losing things gained
Over the fangs of time,
I have lost a lot to realize
I am back to what was mine

Solitude - a friend
I had deserted once
For the sake of- a shadow
I did not want to become

A life once lived
A love once felt
A dream once cherished
A time once spent

There is not much to remember
Far less to even forget
I afford not even to ruminate
On how to seek the death